It feels like an ocean swallowing me whole, leaving me gasping for air. I want to scream, to tear through the walls around me, but no act of total desperation could ever bring you back. The ache of your absence is a raw tidal wave that crashes over me again and again.

I cry tears I thought had dried long ago, and with each drop, I feel the sharp sting of loss. My heart, broken and weary, keeps beating only to remind me of the space you once filled. I am caught in this relentless storm, powerless against its fury.

I would give anything—climb the highest peaks, battle the fiercest foes, or sacrifice every ounce of myself—if it meant holding you once more. Oh, how I miss you so much!!

But grief does not grant wishes. It forces me to surrender, to let the pain wash over me, and to carry the weight of this sorrow. You are gone, and I am left with this aching love that will never fade; until the moment I fade.